* - this is why i hate white people..and growing up

as much as i hate to say it im growing up. it sucks..but what can i really do to stop it? theres no going back in life. no rewind button or pause. this isnt one of our little video games. when we go down we dont get a bonus life. what can we do? we can live. we can live our lives to the fullest. sure we can look back at past years but we need to focus on the now. theres no restart button folks. we can only go on from here. so what am i going to do you ask? im going to look ahead to the things i will do, im going to stand with the friends i have now and those that i will have. i will fight my fights, win or lose, i will fix my wounds and get back up. and i will look life straight in the face and say that im not fucking scared. i may be getting older but im still the same boy you've always known. and hes not going anywhere