For the first time in a long while I wrote a song that I can actually stand.
A song I can actually be proud of.
I guess with all the bullshit going on in my life I became unsatisfied with all my other work.
To come up with a melody and lyrics that actually meant something to me felt good.
For a time it felt like I was me again.
Like all the little shattered pieces of my existence had somehow gathered back together.
For someone whose choice in career path is musician, not being satisfied with my stuff has been a tough ordeal.
It made me think that perhaps I just wasn't cut out to be a musician.
I'm pretty sure I just proved myself wrong.
The EP is coming soon.
I promise.
-s0m3blackguy-
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As a writer/dancer/fellow arts person, I feel ya' XD
ReplyDeleteNothing is ever quite "perfect" or "finished," but that's the drive that keeps you creative. You've kept going with your music instead of just quitting when you were unsatisfied--you'll be totally fine. =)